5 months till graduation

when phrased like that, it seems crazy. the past 5 months have flown by so fast, that my heart hurts to hear that there are only another 5 months left; another 5 months that will fly past me and soon enough, i'll legally be an adult. but surely, in 8 months, i won't change that much--not into a whole adult?!

but time does pass whether i like it or not. it's currently 8 mins to 1am on the 5th of june; tomorrow, my friend since year 4, term 4, turns 18 !!? and then every other person i know, will turn 18. again and again, until it's my turn, but even then, after me, people will still keep turning 18. the fact that it's barely a year away scares me so badly.. soon enough i'll be 77 and a grandma to 5 grandchildren.

guys im going to start a petition to stop time or at least, slow it down #slowdowntime -- who's with me!!!

okay im going insane i'm so tired and idek if anything i've said makes sense

goodnight xoxo